There’s somethings in life that we can learn only in pain. Even when our friends tell us what will happen if we do X, we won’t believe them until Y happens after X. And Y brings pain. We’re obstinate and we don’t accept any advice: I usually have to see with my own eyes.
Talking about the “life without…” I wish I have power to control the time. I’d still do exactly the same things, but I’d change one or two facts that were out of my hands: ’cause all the problems we really have to face are the things we can’t touch directly. If I could change those one or two facts, maybe my happiness would exceed the limits! Or maybe I would get desappointed with the outcome of my changes. Who can tell? I can only dream about the way the world would be…
Of course I’ll never reveal the facts, or what is that is missing in the line “life without…”. I bet a lot of you have guesses. I ensure you all that you’re far away from the true.
I don’t like to talk about some subjects, but at the same time I feel I need do talk about them. It’s paradoxal. The result is this kind of text, in which I don’t say nothing important but that makes me get rid of the necessity of talking about the real shit.
And, of course, I practice my english. I’d like to thanks Lucas and João, both helped me with the last text. I’m going to try to pass old texts to english. It’ll be a hard work.